Dear Kelli: After much thinking I see you as the gal in the Grateful Dead song, Scarlet Begonias. “I knew without askin’ she was into the blues…I knew right away she was not like other girls, other girls…Well there ain’t nothing wrong with the way she moves, Scarlet Begonias or a touch of the blues, There’s nothing wrong with the look that’s in her eyes…” This song is on the Mars Hotel album. The lyrics are by Robert Hunter, and the music Jerry Garcia.